Learn to Lose.

You have every right to break down, to give them back what they ought to get. This pain isn't yours to own, to feel, to experience. You deserve so much more and yet you're here, feeling this. Feeling like there's nothing more to believe in, not even yourself. You've been through so much that you start to wonder that maybe your life isn't real anymore. That everything you're going through couldn't happen to normal people, that your life's slowly turning to a sad soap opera.

But it isn't. It is real, just like you. And even when people start to doubt you that you start to doubt yourself, remember the ones who's always been there for you. Through thick and thin, through ups and downs, through bitches and dickheads. Remember? We're here. And even if he's no longer here with us, I know deep down he's always with you, beside you, and always believing in you even when the world is against you.

You're strong. Screw those who say otherwise. It's a pity they don't see you the way I do. But you'll get through this. And as much as you'd hate to admit it, you know I'm right this time around. I can't be right beside you physically right now, just know that I'm always here, holding your hand, cushioning your head on my shoulders, hugging you tight. I wish I could make you believe things would get better, because it really will.

I love you. We, your friends since God knows when, love you. So screw him. Screw her. Screw every dickhead and bitch who turned their back on you. We've got you. Just know that we're always a phone call away. Kisses, baby. Stop those tears from flowing. They're too precious to waste away.