When Eyes Won't Shut

So lately I don't know what's wrong with my system, I just can't fall asleep any time before 5am. And mind you, it's not like I do it by choice. I mean, it's not like I watch any tv, neither am I stuck in front of the computer. I actually lay down on the bed for hours and yet my eyes just won't shut. And it's tiring that way. It's not like I think too much.. or so I'd like to think. Either way, I am seriously considering the option of downing a few pills just to be able to sleep at the normal time when actual human beings sleep, of which I'd prefer to think around 12am. Or maybe that's just teenagers' bedtime. Oh well.

Maybe I'll just sing myself some lullaby, fall asleep out of the horror of my own voice and get nightmares. Well, at least that way I'd still get to sleep.

Your heart often know things before your mind does.

[Polly Adler]